Desert Dweller

-thoughts on life, death and gardening.


Random thoughts, poetry and pictures

A taste of my skewed view of the world

  • Clarity

    like icy winds of Sweden
    winter sweeps the desert
    clearing the dust

    © 2025 Bruno Taleric
    Stafford challenge 314/365.
  • Disturbing Comfort


    Do my words disturb you?
    Good!

    Do my words comfort you?
    Great!

    Have my words left you apathetic or neutral?
    Then I’ll have to try harder.

    © 2025 Bruno Talerico
    Stafford challenge 313/365.
    Inspired by Dr. Cesar A. Cruz.

  • Wolves

    I wake surrounded
    by barking, drooling beasts.
    Much like me, but not me.

    I’ve been trying to make sense
    of the disrupted dream I call my life.

    I wonder where my soul has gone.
    Has my resolve taken flight?

    How do I keep the wolves of madness away?

    I try to engage with them.
    Snarling, they display yellowed fangs.
    Run, and you die.

    Placing palms on thighs,
    I inhale slowly, gathering strength,
    exhaling past and future.

    Circling and howling,
    they try to distract with fear.

    I focus on simpler times,
    dreams of sun-warmed days.
    I am centered.

    Joy radiates from within
    illuminating the beasts.
    Bored with the stillness,
    they slink off into their darkness.

    © 2025 Bruno Talerico
    Stafford challenge 312/365.
  • Snowy Coffin

    Dense whiteness of the snow, 
    opaque and insulating,
    filling the gap between earth and tarp,
    blocking frigid air,
    protecting. Muffling.

    Panic!
    Will I be buried alive
    in my warm cocoon,
    undiscovered until the spring thaw,
    rats and ravens
    drawn by the stench of my decay?

    In the thready pulse of night,
    I wake. Fearing suffocation,
    I uncover my head and shoulders,
    frantically stabbing my hickory walking stick
    through the breathing hole.
    Must keep it open.
    Is this how a surfacing whale feels?

    I pull the sleeping bag around my neck,
    try to stop shivering.
    Drift into fitful sleep.

    Vague memory: a warm Mexican beach.
    Morning has finally arrived;
    pale light
    filters through my closed eyelids.

    I have no idea how long I’ve slept.
    Diffuse white light surrounds me.
    Is this heaven?

    Drip
    drip
    drip
    icy water on my face.
    Condensation
    from my own breath.

    I’ve survived the storm.
    Now what?

    © 2025 Bruno Talerico
    Stafford challenge 311/365.

    Recollection of a scary night in the 1980s when I was caught in a blizzard while backpacking near the Arkansas River in Colorado.
  • Teach Your Children

    How do you feel when your son or daughter lies to you?
    Angry? Sad? Disappointed?
    Where do they learn to lie?
    Is it from their peers, teachers, clergy, the news,
    or you?

    Have you told your children not to lie,
    then repeatedly lied to them?

    Have you taught your children
    that the world took six days to create?
    (And when they questioned)
    Explain that days were longer back then.
    (And when they questioned)
    That fossils and evolution are an evil fraud.

    How did you explain why
    an all-powerful being needed rest
    after only six days?

    Did you tell them to be good
    because Santa is coming,
    that Easter bunnies deliver colored eggs,
    tooth fairies exchange teeth for cash,
    and a mythical figure in their sacred book of folktales
    was tortured and died for their sins?

    (When they questioned)
    How did you explain to them
    which sin they had committed
    before they were even born that required
    a soul cleansing at birth?

    Do good parents perpetuate lies out of fear,
    to avoid making waves, to fit in?
    Do you confess your lies?

    Silence is its own confession.

    Did you explain that the majority
    of humanity is not baptized and
    is therefore sentenced to hellfire and damnation?
    (Did they understand?)

    What do you feel
    when you lie to your children:
    guilt, sadness, disappointment?
    What is the code you live by?

    Have you told your children
    that infidels should be destroyed,
    nonbelievers should be tortured and put to death
    and that some of those might later be declared saints
    to whom they can pray?

    Do you tell your children not to lie,
    then show them how?
    Are your lies forgiven? By whom?

    Did you mention that indigenous people
    should be enslaved and their children separated
    from their loved ones for reeducation?

    Did you teach your children that god gave them free will
    then cursed them with instincts and desires
    that lead to sin, ensuring a free ride to hell.

    Do you make penance?
    Does the cycle of lies and confessions ever end?

    Truth lingers at the altar.

    Did you tell your children not to lie,
    then teach them that the best methods
    of contraception are the rhythm method and
    early withdrawal, when you knew
    neither method is effective.

    Are some lies good and others bad,
    or are they all neutral?

    Did you teach your children that
    church leaders may molest them
    and the church will deny it and cover up?

    Did you blow out the candle of truth
    to keep the peace?

    Did you teach your children that their body is shameful?
    That physical love is wrong?

    Did you teach your children
    that god condones war?

    That blacks are bad,
    that arabs are terrorists,
    that gays are abominations?

    Did you tell them the creator made
    angels, devils, and transsexuals?

    (And when they questioned)

    Did you teach your children that some humans,
    gods’ creations, are less than…?

    Did you teach your children that to enter the kingdom
    they need only to believe (the lies)?

    Have you told your sons and daughters not to lie?
    Will they do as you say or follow your example?

    Are their untruths expressions of love?

    © 2025 Bruno Talerico
    Stafford challenge 310/365.
  • Mystic Troubadour

    These tears are free.
    Faces in the atmosphere smile and frown,
    never judgmental, even when I’m troubled.

    Here I am, cardigan draped over shoulders,
    woolen arms wrapped around me,
    warming my heart.

    There’s pressure to write on this mournful day,
    words straining,
    so hard to rhyme.

    The conversation with the clouds
    seems one-sided and yet I hear
    and somehow understand.

    Strange—
    one second ago this thought didn’t exist,
    and now I’m weeping:
    I know death never comes
    from too much love.

    To help you’ve got to love;
    without love,
    they won’t forgive the bread you gave.

    Lying here in the shade imagining that
    the one I love lies here next to me
    softly breathing.

    Reading your letter
    I tumble into depression,
    empty, aching.
    Your sentences are too short
    for the distance between us.

    I’ve found a certain harmony
    exists in loneliness.

    Sitting in the rocker on the stoop
    I hum a sad tune,
    tears slowly drying in the sun.

    © 2025 Bruno Talerico
    Stafford challenge 309/365.



  • The Government We Deserve

    Integrity is the quality of being honest
    and having strong moral principles.

    Most Republican voters claim their values include:

    One:
    Individual responsibility,

    Two:
    Limited government,

    and Three:
    Moral integrity.

    Yet they elected (twice)
    and many continue to support
    a leader with the lowest moral standards.

    Perhaps their real values also include:

    Four:
    Militant Ignorance,
    Five:
    Complicity,

    and Six:
    Self-Deception.

    Regardless of political orientation,
    at times, we all are guilty of self-deception.

    M. Scott Peck,
    the psychiatrist and author,
    used the phrase ‘militant ignorance’
    to define a form of evil:

    attacking others rather than
    facing our own limitations—
    stubbornly and proudly refusing to learn
    or consider new information;
    a form of evil that denies any challenge
    to deeply held beliefs—that actively
    and aggressively rejects any attempts
    to enlighten or change one's mind.

    Many voted for this leader
    out of frustration, economic anxiety
    or loyalty to a single issue.

    But those who continue to defend
    morally bankrupt leadership
    intentionally choose
    to remain militantly ignorant.

    They hold knowledge in contempt,
    proudly defending their ignorance
    and maintaining a fierce determination
    to remain unenlightened.

    Thomas Jefferson said,
    “The government you elect
    is the government you deserve.”

    Our elected leadership is a reflection
    of individual responsibility and
    the moral integrity of every citizen
    who knowingly cast their vote—

    and of those who complain yet
    failed to participate.

    © 2025 Bruno Talerico
    Stafford challenge 308/365.
    Image from the internet.
  • Next Adventure

    No honor is lost
    in accepting defeat.

    What kind of person
    endures such misery,
    then plans to return a few days later?

    Everyone has something that grounds them:
    a rocker on the front porch,
    a window overlooking the garden,
    a shelf of Kerouac and Hemingway.

    His solace is the inner gorge.

    Breaking camp before dawn,
    he trots to the trailhead.
    His feet are familiar with this stretch of trail,
    so there is freedom for his mind to wander.

    He reflects on the wonder of life,
    on the challenge ahead, on
    the pinnacles he’s climbed.

    The thump thump thump of his feet
    on the dry, rocky creek bed
    adds a steady drumbeat to his existence.

    Enclosed by limestone cliffs,
    far above, greenery clumps
    beneath invisible dripping springs—
    redbuds cloaked in purple,
    fallen petals swirl on a puddle.

    On the canyon floor,
    a clear trickle sometimes appears,
    barely wide as his boot. He stops to sip,
    a vampire at Mother Earth’s blood.

    Originating in the sun-warmed stone,
    an ancient, powerful pulse surrounds him.
    Boulders emanate heat like an oven door opening.

    As fatigue sets in, he notices a presence, realizes
    this landscape is not meant for frail humans.
    An unearthly place. Mars perhaps—
    no, Mercury—yes, Mercury!
    A mercurial landscape, too close to the sun.

    So close that brother Sol hears his moans,
    must be laughing at his groans,
    tormenting further with another heated pulse.

    His feet ache like never before.
    Small knives stab heels and arches with each step.
    He spits and swears.
    He scrambles around school-bus boulders,
    slips on loose talus, tortured
    by effort and thorny brush.

    Living up to its name, catclaw punctures and grabs,
    tearing bits of flesh from sensitive shins.

    He cries out reflexively, his voice,
    an inhuman scream in an alien landscape,
    returns as an echo—the canyon’s laughter
    gleeful and mocking.

    His pace now that of a slug,
    he acknowledges—
    he has had enough.

    Frail in comparison
    to this impenetrable canyon, he turns back.
    With a sigh, he says a prayer of appreciation
    to the desert goddess
    and begins the long march home.

    In accepting defeat, he feels no lost honor,
    only quiet resignation, gratitude,
    and anticipation— rest, a shower,
    a hot meal at the kitchen table
    while imagining his next adventure.

    © 2025 Bruno Talerico
    Stafford challenge 307/365.

  • Santa Ana Madness

    In the scented kingdom,
    as they push through the snow,
    first time feeling the sun’s warmth,
    spring plants must rejoice.

    Soft, moist, malleable clay feels good
    in the potter’s hands.
    Do the potter’s hands feel as good
    to the clay?

    Peering through Venetian blinds
    covertly observing the drafting table,
    a good secret agent would find
    an Exacto-knife to be just as effective
    as a credit card
    when cutting the enemy’s throat.

    If you always do things beautifully,
    you will always be beautiful.

    © 2025 Bruno Talerico
    Stafford challenge 306/365.
    Just some stream-of-consciousness word play.
  • Rock-Strewn Desire

    Reading dogeared trail guides,
    examining coffee-stained maps,
    mentally tracing the paths.
    You imagine vistas—
    the weariness, the blisters.

    You calculate:
    liters of water, calories of food,
    miles per hour adjusted for terrain,
    the weight of each boot.

    You wind duct tape onto a pencil stub,
    cut handles off toothbrush and trowel,
    paring every millimeter and ounce
    trimming the backpack’s burden.

    You listen to stories of adventures
    and challenges by offbeat explorers
    whose dangerous fantasies lean toward
    the same rock-strewn paths you desire.

    Life goes on:
    the daily grind, the same commute.

    Then one day, like a bolt of lightning,
    wanderlust takes hold—
    irresistible urgency;
    ready or not, you depart.

    © 2025 Bruno Talerico
    Stafford challenge 305/365.