it’s easy to live multiple lives.
many things happen all at once in my mind.
from thing to thing day to day
hour to hour, minute to minute.
i do different things with different people
not feeling like the same person with everyone
don’t know what i’m doing
don’t know what to do
anyone watching
would think me crazy
thankfully no one can see inside me
no matter what they see,
they don’t know all.
we only judge our selves.
like living multiple lives, acting the parts,
people believe me.
i don’t know what i feel.
i don’t know what i mean.
to some i am like this, to others like that.
sometimes spirits come down, inner voices take over.
people take what they see.
they think that is all there is.
sometimes i want to fool them,
but want to or not,
i fool them and they fool me.
so it goes; everyone in their own life
everyone fooling the others.
it’s easy to live multiple lives
what’s difficult is to be a whole person.
Stafford challenge day four.
Desert Dweller 